breaking the rules.

The Poem Bret wrote for me in the mail.

I went out with Steve and Jenny at Uptown and met some new people. most of them were literally A DRINKER. I am not judging them though they were actually nice people. Anyhow, to get along with them, I decided to have some fun and try to drink which I don't really ( I am not a good drinker either not big of it). Since I am a nerd, (jk) I asked them to suggest me good drink which is supposed to be sweet and not too strong therefore I ended up with drinking 3 shots which I never done! I wasn't drunk at all but sort of loopy. As Jenny and Steve left I decided to leave because I got the plan for the rest of night which was delivering the pink letter box at Bret's home.since we are still not supposed to see each other I thought just leaving the box and driving back would be okay. I came up there and as I planned, left box and text him "come out and look for the little pick box" I felt so stoked doing it, because it was possible that he or one of his big family could have come out and see me being sneaky, leaving the box. luckily, I succeed my mission. I was driving back but then Bret called me and how come I did not say hi and just left. So I told him because we are not supposed to each other then, He said just come and say hi. SO I did. we haven't seen each other for a week but it felt like over an year. when he got in my car, I felt like I was dreaming. It was so good to see my babe again.. I didn't expect my little plan would lead me to see my babe! since every one was sleeping in the house, he let me in, and we watched the movie together. He made the black bean tea for me it was as awesome as my boyfriend. We were both aware of we were breaking the rules, but then we couldn't help ourselves tempting, wanting each other so bad. We did not need to do anything, just being together made us content enough.. and reminded me how much I fell into this boy. He makes me happy, laugh, feeling safe, and not alone. I stayed up there until around 4am and came back to home, Passed out. It was amazing night. the word can't express it how much it was. resulting of breaking rules, it may take us longer to see each other, but I am sure we can wait and make things work out.

this is the poem written in picture above

Sophie,

You touched my heart like no one has,
You amaze me every day.
I cant explain the way i feel,
When i think of you.

To see you smile and hear your laugh,
is truly light for my soul.
For you have been in my mind,
but i long for you in my arms.

I want you to know that i am here,
For you and only you.
There is nothing i wont do,
To see you smile again.

So i sit,
and i wait.
Working ever hard.

To see my baby in my arms,
And know what truth is.

Truth is you, 
Truth is me,
Truth is what we have.

So i sit thinking of you,
knowing you are thinking of me.
I will see you soon my angel,
until then you will be in my dreams.



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