Monday, August 8, 2011
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Monday, July 11, 2011
weekend in NYC
Rod invited me over to New York
We went to awesome show called Warm up PSI
all the pictures were taken by disposable camera
After show, worn out Sophie
cool wall painting
at Warm up PSI
duh-what is this Rod?
the show was at the public party out side of the city
I am supposed to be in this picture somewhere
Monday, July 4, 2011
Friday, July 1, 2011
done and done
Just like that.
It was worse than I thought it would be
It was just exactly how I had felt but I guess I was running away from it, put behind to reality.
fearful to admit. feel like sort of, I did let it go which did not belong to me.whole this time.
Despite I knew there would never be something there, I was honestly always wishing, something would be built,eventually. Now I am left alone being confused, lonely..I don't know.
same time, ironically its all for good. I could not take first action and was never going to, so I guess, It kinda did itself, instead of me doing. at least, I wouldn't be the one later, regret what I did. I was basically put in where I got no choice but letting go. I am feeling headache. I cried but stopped. and being able to write down
I am speaking to no one but myself. hope it is best for now. I just called friend and set up for hanging out
I need to be distracted just for tonight otherwise I will just be screwed. I do not want time-consuming anymore, think it reached enough already.. all I can do for now is stay strong and move on.
It was worse than I thought it would be
It was just exactly how I had felt but I guess I was running away from it, put behind to reality.
fearful to admit. feel like sort of, I did let it go which did not belong to me.whole this time.
Despite I knew there would never be something there, I was honestly always wishing, something would be built,eventually. Now I am left alone being confused, lonely..I don't know.
same time, ironically its all for good. I could not take first action and was never going to, so I guess, It kinda did itself, instead of me doing. at least, I wouldn't be the one later, regret what I did. I was basically put in where I got no choice but letting go. I am feeling headache. I cried but stopped. and being able to write down
I am speaking to no one but myself. hope it is best for now. I just called friend and set up for hanging out
I need to be distracted just for tonight otherwise I will just be screwed. I do not want time-consuming anymore, think it reached enough already.. all I can do for now is stay strong and move on.
Monday, June 20, 2011
++
its becoming a big pressure which really shouldn't be.
despite of knowing I am on the right track, i feel like I am walking through nowhere
always long for being strong without knowing what it takes.
it is going to be just okay. after all it will all turn out good. so don't frustrate yourself you just keep moving on
yes. yes. yes. why everything just happen to hit and drag me to the corner at once though.I mean all together.
hope tomorrow will be a better day with better sophie
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